I’ve moved back to Paris and am on a job search. But I’m conflicted. Firstly, I enjoy being at home with the dogs while also taking care of our space, whether it’s organizing, cleaning, doing laundry, or cooking dinner. I like the “housewife” role. But at the same time, I enjoy making money and feeling established, so I’m looking for work.
I want to make my spiritual life my professional one. I want my writing, my tarot reading, my intuitive skills to bring value into the lives of others. I’m trying to find out how to do that.
At this moment, I am feeling lost. I asked my cards (my guides) for clarity on what I should be doing for work and how to get there. The responses were very clear: reassess my talents in regards to my financial situation and find out where I am lacking, sense and pleasure are the measure of appropriate, personal wealth, I have at my disposal the strength to pursue happiness and to make my fortune, and my love of self and others allows me to get out of life what is most important, I must organize my everyday routine in a way that moves my daily life.
The message is clear: I need to do something that is spiritually satisfying and wealth will follow. I’m just trying to be open to signs and indications on how to go about doing it. I’ve never owned a business. I don’t know how to create a business plan that will ensure me success. I don’t want to do the self-advertising aspect because it’s not spiritually satisfying to me. So, what do I do? What steps do I take? Do I accept the mediocre jobs and get stuck in the comfort of 9-5 because it’s safe, or do I keep searching? How many branches can I put out into the universe until one catches?
This is my adventure. I’ll just take it one step at a time, no matter how exhausting some days may feel.