I used to come from a very ego-centered spiritual position where I would continuously share what I uncovered about myself through meditations, clairaudient communication, or automatic writing. I would release my past lives to others, and information pertinent to my healing – and mine alone – to the masses. When I sit and reflect on the reasoning for this, I recognize that it came from very human desires and not from High.
I shared it to say, “Look at me! Look at my grand soul history!” if I am being honest about it. And I know these memories have the chance to ignite jealousy, want, and envy in others more than they are likely to kickstart someone on their own healing journey. Evidence of this switch in information presentation is available in how I wrote my book; it was harsh towards myself and written in a way to represent a mirror, not a stage for me and my soul learning. There is no pedestal in my book – there was a pedestal of ego in my past blog posts.
As I continue to dive further into myself and my soul’s history, I continue to unravel and be told more information and more lives beneficial to my present-healing and present-understanding of my purpose and path in this lifetime. When I sit and concentrate on the voice inside me that says, “Oh, this is cool! You should type this up and share it!” I also take a moment to reflect on why it’s saying that. What makes it cool? What would the benefit be for others to read this? How would this better the collective or myself in the process?
I usually come to the following conclusions:
– It’s cool because it feeds the ego and makes me interesting
– It wouldn’t benefit others in any way that is important to their own soul’s journey
– It wouldn’t benefit the collective for me to share this, and my reflection is meant to be personal to allow me to become better for others through the learning given via this information
This information does not require external validation to be important and pertinent to the planet’s Ascension. This information about me and my soul’s journey and my soul’s healing and learning and my spiritual growth through lifetimes doesn’t add to the soul-betterment of others via them reading it.
While there is a chance it may Awaken a memory in others, that chance is slim – I am hearing from Source that it’s as slim as 0.01%, and that it’s more likely to create false visualizations out of a hope to also have a similar soul history.
From my personal reflection, there is no benefit in me sharing this information beyond my journal. Of course, I am always willing to share if asked directly in conversation, but to reveal my Blueprint to others has begun to feel like an ego-driven invasion of my soul’s privacy.
seeking celestial grace© 